SerpentLady
Not a fraud, but you will wish he were if you get involved with this!
Well, I had thought I could forget about this but Lucien Mars seems to have crawled out of the woodwork again with more nonsense which while total BS is extremely personal to me so I suppose not. My experience with the Vampire Ashram happened a couple of years ago; suffice to say I have learned many things since I almost made the dire mistake of a transformation. In the end I made no vows because I paid heed to the inconsistencies and constant contradictions on Mr Mars website. I am absolutely within my rights here after what transpired. So, before I started to wake up and remember exactly whom and what I am, I applied for a transformation via the Vampire Ashram. My sire (and yes, he is that) was not from them, all Mr Mars did was rebind him and for some bizarre reason the application was accepted. Because neither of us did it out of any desire for eternal slavery and blind obedience under pain of death and torture under a tyrant Goddess and the aspect of the Demiurgic complex known as the Father (the Old Testament Deity) and is absolutely not the Higher Power, Source of Creation whom is not of either gender nor of both (there was first the One, then the Two and that is where polarity to masculine and feminine began, symbolized by Shiva and Shakti) and is ONE of the Creators of this logos only but I digress. In spite of having paid for the transformation, I begun to have serious doubts due to the above mentioned, plus instinct and alarm bells begun to ring when my matron Goddess got so angry about it she bailed on me. Then there were the sudden psychic attacks, because my sire was not doing as he was told and the dark angel vampiress who turned up out of nowhere demanding I send her to Lucien to be directly bound to me, oh goodness she was insistent! The idea apparently being to replace my sire with herself for his disobedience. And later they tried worse. Lucifera and Lilith are the Inverted Womb, their destructive energy unbalanced by the Divine masculine and I, with my untapped power and energy would have made a wonderful little acolyte. Pawn. Slave, apparently. I happen to know that those who did go through with the transformation and saw through the BS too late had their beloved sires and other entities turn on them in no short order. They have to or they would pay a heavy price themselves and probably did anyway. I have met entities from Lucifera's service who have had loved ones killed or tortured over the slightest disobedience, for love of a mate or sireling; three of them to date. Which is the main reason Mr Mars does not want you having bindings done from elsewhere; you might learn some things, as I did! Now, why would they come to me? Because Lucifer is my Beloved, I have been a consort to him for millennia and I can assure you, he is VERY much alive and stronger than ever, contrary to the latest BS from Mr Mars; had anything happened to Lucifer, the shock of it would have shattered me completely, mentally, emotionally maybe killed me physically; he is my very heart and soul. Not to mention countless others who work closely with him would also have felt it, and others of his consorts. Ironically, it was the incident with the Vampire Ashram which was the catalyst for our reunion in this incarnation of mine so I really should thank Mr Mars for that. It was Lucifer who intervened and rescued us in quite dramatic fashion. I do agree with Mr Mars on some things; yes, occultists, magickians witches no matter how accomplished have no idea what is happening behind the scenes and the Gods will not tell you. They might begin to seem a little less god-like if they did, some behavior would look all too familiar! There are different agendas playing out and Lucifer was the one to give you phosphorous, the spark of light inside you which can be fanned into the Promethean Fire, transmutation of the energy body into the Lux Corporealis which would, in fact make you more powerful than any vampire if you could manage it. Yes, humans are the most fallen species of all, I didn't like them much for most of my life but I have come to be rooting for them, in an unattached way. I have learned and grown in being here, Mr Mars has clearly not, in fact he seems to have serious mental issues; if I had to play psychologist I would say overbearing mother, absent or abusive father, strict religion involved and definitely used to torture small animals as a child. Some may be fooled by his comparative eloquence and grandiose vocabulary but as Lucifer says "Give Lucien enough rope to hang himself and he will do so because he cannot control his temper; he will always make himself look a fool".. Sadly too late for the fools who followed him. If you really want a vampire transformation, there are other deities you can go to without pledging yourself to eternal bondage.