John R Buckles Sr. P.
The journey of a lifetime !
Wow, what a ride ! From recovery too discovery, I'm from central Illinois and a year ago July made a decision to drink and drug myself to death. On the 30th of august 2015 fading in and out of blackout something inside of me said seek help. I Google Springfield, Illinois treatment centers and dialed the number. Somehow on a wing and a prayer when I came to 48 hours later I came to and seen the initials jfk wondering how I got to new york. 3 days later I was transferred to ttc which is still foggy! In a few days I began to Wake Up ! Being told I was in Florida. It's begun, I committed to myself to shed the masks of the past and break down the walls of denial, only to do so kicking and screaming all the way. Informed staff 35 days wouldn't be enough, they calmly said one day at a time. I've been told that I wasn't the nicest guy to come thru, I did ruin a pair of Walmart tennis shoes chasing blue shirts down the hall. I was coming back to life and scared to death. Began to focus on the sessions and surrendering, baffled and confused, mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually bankrupt they began to put me back together. Today I have no doubt that Devine intervention brought me to ttc and the unconditional love and care I received. Everyone went the extra mile for me and I am extremely humble and grateful. I was extended several times and was fearful when discharged. Recovery was turning into discovery, began IOP and extended there as well. Currently doing IOP at va hospital on volunteer basis. I attend no less than 1 meeting a day and sometimes three. 9 months ago I had no hope. Today I have no problems, only more opportunities to change and learn to live sober and clean serving a God of my understanding. Thanks to my Tinker Bell and tai chi Gary, yoga Eric, Meditation Jack and all the staff of ttc. I am truly grateful for your perseverance and loyal dedication to your calling to help those who want it. God Bless !!!